Be cute — or not. Be humble — or not. Be happy, this is very important with everything you go through in life it is important to be happy.
If a situation is not good, and you need to move away from it then do it. Do not run away from your problems (or issues) move away from them finding something different which does not bring you pain.
It is important to be happy. Fix your life. Fix your mental well being. Nothing is more important than peace of mind.